Bubble / Issue: zero
The countdown to Secret Club’s new era starts now.
On Friday, you’ll get the very first Bubble Issue: my personal zine, filled with the references, quotes, and little obsessions that fuel my writing, tarot practice, and creative world.
I’ll also be unveiling Secret Club’s new visual identity! New logo, new pink, new vibes, and the creative direction that will define this next chapter. More tarot. More writing. More creativity. More of me.
In many ways, this is my own new era, too: finally stepping out of the closet as a writer and tarot reader, and letting those parts of myself take up space instead of living behind the scenes.
After that, we’ll meet every Tuesday. But first, we’re launching on Friday because the Crescent Moon in Sagittarius said, go for it. And who am I to argue with the Moon (or my astrologer)?
The Tower
My teen riot grrrl was fooled into ditching her feminine parts and got exhausted trying to fit the man’s world to prove she could make money. She thought it meant freedom, and what a feminist was supposed to do.
The busy schedule numbed the anger. I thought I was free, but I was dressing in patriarchal patterns masked as empowerment. I turned myself into a productivity machine —no expression, no creativity. I obediently (and proudly) followed the norm. An expensive MBA and certificates before having babies, even though I never considered being a mom.
I was happily working my as off to climb a tech ladder. But every check-in, a little bird sang that something was off, and I turned up the podcast volume not to hear it. I forced myself to a six-hour sleep box, up at 5 AM, and filled my schedule with tech programs.
I spent years in this cauldron of self-sabotage and self-preservation. I always knew it would boil over. Eventually, it did.
Finally.
Harsh, yes. But it was the beginning of anything I ever wanted.
It became crystal clear what I should do with my life. Even though the “how” was a puzzle which pieces were messed up in the air.
It’s worth checking the conversation I had with Pukhraj Ranjan last week. I shared everything about my career blowing up and what I’m doing next. Of course, there’s a group tarot reading at the end of the video.
If you like career shifts, inspiring real stories, and a twist of magic, dive in.
Every time I read another story about millennial women’s latest identity crisis, I end up learning something about our generation—and myself. Apparently, the girl bosses just want to chill and get creative.
